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Critiques
Filed Under (Artist Info) by Lizzy D. on 08-05-2011
Tagged Under : art, artist, class, college, compliment, Critiques, cruel reality, dandelion, darrell sweet, drawing, fairy, guests of honor, john picacio, leon parson, Leprecon, personal critique, professor, sketch, teacher, tempe az
Back while I was in college, I took a Basic drawing class. This class had a teacher by the name of Leon Parson and he showed no mercy when it came to critiquing our drawings. There were days I actually went home in tears after hearing one of his critiques – he was not easy to please and I wasn’t the only one that felt his wrath. For our final, he gave us a hand written test of what we learned. I don’t remember how well I did over all but I do remember one question on that test. Did you change your Major? I later found out that why he was so harsh was because he wanted to filter out the students that couldn’t handle the cruel reality of an occupation in art. I remember looking at that question with my pencil in hand and thinking “Jerk” and with a smirk on my face I written the answer “No”.
Twelve years later to this weekend I had my art on display at LepreCon in Tempe AZ. And to my luck I got a personal critique from one of the Guests of Honor artist Darrell K. Sweet. And he showed me no mercy! He gave me a critique that would make my old professor proud and then some! I was told to draw more, to use references, to see with my mind and not my eyes, and pointed out all the flaws in my art. I drove home in shock and stupor as I felt what he told me tattooed itself to my brain. It was not at all what I expected but I knew I needed to hear it. It was one of those moments where I had to make a decision. Whether to keep going in art, and improve myself by pushing myself harder, or to throw in the towel and give up.
Later that evening I went back to the convention to have my art critiqued by the other guest of honor John Picacio. His critique was different from Darrell Sweet’s. He spoke of similar things but he asked me what I wanted to do with my art, and to tell the truth I did not have a straight answer for him. The next day I took my sketchbooks in for a critique (since the art I had on display was my portfolio and was already torn apart by critiques) and showed them my sketchbooks. They spent almost an hour talking to me and amongst each other about what I can do to help my art. I was told I from both artists I had to choose a direction with my art. So once again I had to decide. That stupid question I had to answer 12 years ago reemerged in my mind. I know my art isn’t the greatest, but I also know it’s not the worst and it can become something more if I work at it. So once again I will answer that question. Did I change my major, my choice of occupation; did I give up my dream? And with a smirk on my face I type the answer, ‘NO! ‘
Those two artists gave me the strength to get up and make my art better than ever. Though my path is not yet clear, it does not mean I don’t have a path to follow. For those budding artists that find themselves getting merciless critiques from their professors and feel like it’s too hard to handle know this – yes the world of art is hard to handle – but every critique you get is a gift, nothing more, whether to accept that gift or not is up to you. The more critiques you get the stronger you will be in your persistence. Never think that the artist or professor is critiquing harshly to bring you down – they want you to succeed.
And so without further ado I now have my finished Dandelion Fairy for you. Out of all my pieces, this is the only one that got a direct compliment from Darrell Sweet. He liked the dandelions because he could tell I had done plenty of research on them.

Danelion Fairy
I also have this piece to show, A Simple Act of Kindness.

It got one of the harshest of the critiques from both artists but John Picacio said he really liked the concept of the piece and the emotion that it gives.




















































